Hello darkness, my old friend,
I've come to talk with you again...
People talking without speaking,
People hearing without listening
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
Sunday, October 17, 2010
Less and less neck pain - I'm not sure if this was because the physio was amazing or if it's 'natural healing'!
However, for now I'll give the physio the benefit of the doubt.
Thankyou Lord for giving me the ability to get through this with you, providing wonderful, concerned and supportive friends and family to help me.
Once again, you've been there for me.
I feel so relieved to leave everything in your hands, for whatever I have needed you have provided me.
However, for now I'll give the physio the benefit of the doubt.
Thankyou Lord for giving me the ability to get through this with you, providing wonderful, concerned and supportive friends and family to help me.
Once again, you've been there for me.
I feel so relieved to leave everything in your hands, for whatever I have needed you have provided me.
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
Tuesday, September 14, 2010
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
Friday, August 27, 2010
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
For the first cognitive time, I truly understood how and why people become bitter and cynical, for myself, an obsession quelled;
warranted by experience.
Indeed, there lies meaning in failure, relief in disappointment, and, if I may, a perfection in pain that serves as justification of an otherwise inconsequential existance..
Thus, there is hope in desperation, there must be, I believe, as the enduring motivation of the human spirit.
warranted by experience.
Indeed, there lies meaning in failure, relief in disappointment, and, if I may, a perfection in pain that serves as justification of an otherwise inconsequential existance..
Thus, there is hope in desperation, there must be, I believe, as the enduring motivation of the human spirit.
Thursday, August 12, 2010
Sunday, August 8, 2010
Saturday, August 7, 2010
Saturday, July 24, 2010
I've got somewhere else to be,
promises to keep
And someone else who loves me
And trusts me fast asleep
I've made up my mind
There is no turning back
She's been good to me
And she deserves better than that
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do
To look you in the eye and tell you I don't love you
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to lie
To show no emotion when you start to cry
I can't let you see what you mean to me
When my hands are tied and my heart's not free
We're not meant to be
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do
To turn around and walk away
Pretending I don't love you...
promises to keep
And someone else who loves me
And trusts me fast asleep
I've made up my mind
There is no turning back
She's been good to me
And she deserves better than that
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do
To look you in the eye and tell you I don't love you
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to lie
To show no emotion when you start to cry
I can't let you see what you mean to me
When my hands are tied and my heart's not free
We're not meant to be
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do
To turn around and walk away
Pretending I don't love you...
Sunday, June 13, 2010
Saturday, June 5, 2010
Things that give me goosebumps
- It freaks me out SO hard when hardcore girls act cute and innocent
- Watching supposedly 'not-scary' movies that I then go on to dream about for days / weeks afterwards
- Knowing my exams are only 3 days away and yet... I'm still... pro-cras-tin-ating
I am
dysl
dislecs
I can't spell
Thursday, February 18, 2010
HOME
Another summer day
Has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm
May be surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel alone
I just wanna go home
Oh, I miss you, you know
And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that
Another aeroplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky, I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I’ve got to go home
Let me go home
I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home
And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
'Cause this was not your dream
But you always believed in me
Another winter day has come
And gone away
In even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home
And I’m surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
Oh, let me go home
Oh, I miss you, you know
Let me go home
I’ve had my run
Baby, I’m done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all be all right
I’ll be home tonight
I’m coming back home
Has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm
May be surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel alone
I just wanna go home
Oh, I miss you, you know
And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that
Another aeroplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky, I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I’ve got to go home
Let me go home
I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home
And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
'Cause this was not your dream
But you always believed in me
Another winter day has come
And gone away
In even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home
And I’m surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
Oh, let me go home
Oh, I miss you, you know
Let me go home
I’ve had my run
Baby, I’m done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all be all right
I’ll be home tonight
I’m coming back home
Thursday, February 11, 2010
So...
Late into the third week of my new course, I realise how inadequate I am in every single way.
I'm no better at anatomy, chemistry, microbiology, etc. than anybody else.
I'm no nicer, no funnier, no more talented nor jovial, no more relavent, and most of all, I'm not even up to parr with "average" looking women.
I guess it makes sense really,
I mean, there must be an average in the world.
That means a many fall below that average. What made me ever think that I could be special in any way?
I'm just...
Average.
No worse, below average.
I miss you baby. I think the way you make me feel when I'm around you is beautiful. Like you're not ever looking at another girl when we're together. Like I'm special to you. That you chose me because we make a great team.
I'm just... thinking too much again.
But I love you.
I'm no better at anatomy, chemistry, microbiology, etc. than anybody else.
I'm no nicer, no funnier, no more talented nor jovial, no more relavent, and most of all, I'm not even up to parr with "average" looking women.
I guess it makes sense really,
I mean, there must be an average in the world.
That means a many fall below that average. What made me ever think that I could be special in any way?
I'm just...
Average.
No worse, below average.
I miss you baby. I think the way you make me feel when I'm around you is beautiful. Like you're not ever looking at another girl when we're together. Like I'm special to you. That you chose me because we make a great team.
I'm just... thinking too much again.
But I love you.
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