Don't know how to feel about the punches, I guess all I really can do is roll with them.  In some ways I'm glad, and in others, I'm not so sure.

STOP READING MY BLOG SEG :(

The shattered shards of the plane, my thoughts, lay beside me, in some kind of grotesque union of obscurity. Indeed, you have been food for thought.  Maybe I'll learn some day, to accept the unacceptable, but for now, you remain that lethal yet potent poison that so consumes my every waking moment.

             For the first cognitive time, I truly understood how and why people become bitter and cynical, for myself, an obsession quelled;
warranted by experience.
             Indeed, there lies meaning in failure, relief in disappointment, and, if I may, a perfection in pain that serves as justification of an otherwise inconsequential existance..
            Thus, there is hope in desperation, there must be, I believe, as the enduring motivation of the human spirit.

"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." 
Marilyn Monroe

I'm so sorry

Just be a bit more cautious next time. It’s easy to fall in love, just don’t fall in love too easily.


It's easy to fall in love - it's staying in love that's hard